who's afraid?

you know you are in the Brooklyn Public Library when, while looking in the Ks for Kafka all you can find is an entire shelf of Jonathan and Fay Kellerman. Not that there's anything wrong with that. I tried to follow up on the suggestion to read the Golden Notebook (which I started ill-fatedly many years ago), which was absent, and settled for something tried and true to match my restless mood, except that they didn't have To the Lighthouse. well, that's ok, i thought, i liked Mrs. DAlloway (of which they had 4-5 copies, probably thanks to The Hours) better. Wen i started reading i adjusted that evaluation: i remember being supposed to like Mrs. D better, but finding it wholly confusing 8 years ago. this time, so far, however, its been just the thing...